The lack of sleep over the past 2 weeks have caused everything inside me to go haywire. i have been feeling very moody over the last few days for no reason. Often focusless-ly staring into the screen at work and and at home. i think i have some kind of disorder which causes me to have this kind of poor attitude.

i am really sorry if i have offended anyone with my hack-care attitude. It isn’t intentional, just that to my defence is that i get overly engrossed in things that i am interested in, and hence neglecting others around me.

With so many events happening in the month of July, i cant help but to feel overwhelmed. Sleeping at 2am on a daily basis is a no go. But i have been defying this order throughout this time. The many sleepless nights ended up in restless mornings which resulted in me become emotionless, wishing i could find a place to lay on.

I only came to realise it when i scolded my best friend for the stupidest reason today.

I felt ultra guilty when i did that, not knowing what can i do to remedy my actions.

A hot shower was all i need to clear my thoughts, thus able to do a write up about this to self reflect on my actions.

Tomorrow will be a better day! :)

~end of emo rant~ :D

I hope my mum will keep her word when she gave me the green light to go to taiwan this july =/

In the meantime i hope she gets well from her cold, her nags about her cold is irritating everybody :(

:)

A computer addict engineer falling from the roof of a building & shouting F1 F1 F1 instead of help help help.

Yup 2 days to malacca :)

over the weekends :)

ohfckyeh:

HAHAHAHAHA OMG 

 GOAL!!!

(via symphony-soldier)

(via symphony-soldier)

the-moonlight-fashion:

“Go wash the dishes!”

“Go take out the garbage!”

“Go fold the clothes!”

“Go make me coffee!”

“Go do the laundry!”

“Go hang the clothes!”

“Go bring me my purse so I can give you money!”

(via symphony-soldier)

Ok, my Saturday begun on Friday Evening, when i had too much a drink at East coast Park. i have never felt that high before, i was saying things that i would not say in my sobber me. But thankfully i hope, i did not blurt out any skeletons hahaha.

I remembered, burying my vomit in the sand. Remembered taking a cab, winding down the windows and vomitting out of the cab and created a mess at the passenger door. I vommited till a point where there’s nothing left in my stomach, and another reguitation would cause my stomach to be messed up. Remembered sitting at the stairs for half an hour in agony, my head was spinning, i was breathing in the stench of alcohol that i was exhaling.

Oh man, the high part was fun, but i really do not like that part after it has worn off.

I have never felt that wasted before in my life.

Took a warm shower to alleviate the pain, before going to sleep not so soundly. The moment i hit the bed, i was K.O.

At 4am, i went to have a glass of water before going back to sleep. By then, the alcohol in me was more or less ‘evaporated’. But yes, though all this ordeal, i did not take any panadol, as i think the panadol was already too old 6 months ago.

So no choice, just slept.

Until 7, i woke up. Hungry.

But i had to do my braces tightening, this was my 1st tightening. I had no idea what it was. So i got my dad to bring mum and i to the dentist. The plan was for them to go for breakfast while i do my braces. But they waited for me to be done with my tightening before going for breakfast.

At the dentist, the dentist added 2 more brackets to my teeth. This time i had to use those oral rubber bands to ‘shift’ the teeth. I really hope i won’t feel the pain later on at night. My teeth is already shaky, and the worse part is whenever i chew a mentos and i accidentally slam my top and btm canines..

After the braces tightening, we went to Clementi Market for breakfast, we ordered ‘choke’ (porridge) and ‘char tao kuay’ (carrot cake). The 1st food i ate in 12 hours.

After that we went back home to rest.

Until 2+ or so, when this time round, my hangover was almost over. So i brought dad and i to watch the Airforce show.

The planes and Helicopters was very sexy. I quite like the Air display, though the scenario they posed was kinda lame. hahaha. Being an person that love any kind of machiney, whenever the Planes or Helicopters flew past, i would look up to them in awe.

So many words!!!!!!! hahaha, ok lazy to type out all already.